yet another day of memories...
my heart dies a little.
With each word that is left unspoken,
the relationship dies a little.
It's not that I don't see you trying
but when what you do, is not really what I need
then how does the equation add up?
Deep down, I don't even know how I feel
I guess honestly a little sad at how things have turned out
but if I had to be brutally honest
we are very different people
and as tacky as it may sound
maybe we will be better off without each other
It is tiring to be in a relationship
especially one where we no longer know whether we will work for the other
It's easy to say we will
but I have lost faith
Once and again, I have asked you
but in typical you-fashion
you avoid giving me an answer
should i wait this time and let it die little by little until there is nothing left,
or should i in typical me-fashion deal with it and move on?
1/26/2017 10:37:00 PM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey