yet another day of memories...
Or maybe it's the time of the year
I can't help but feel a sense of despair
A feeling of gloom
and a mood of "hows"
Can't seem to communicate this to the outer world
Seems like no one at all can truly understand it
No one, No one at all
Alot of questions waiting to be answered
Yet as I think about them
More questions arise
My sense of clarity becoming obscure
My sense of wanting to be fair and objective becoming blur
Will this mist ever clear
like the morning dew?
Will things eventually sort themselves out
And if they do,
can the world wait for me til they do?
**Feeling real unhappy and not knowing how**
11/11/2009 02:17:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey