yet another day of memories...
After 2 months of intensive studying,
Everything will finally come to an end...
At least for this module.
Am definitely feeling the heat this time
& also the panic more intensely
Am not exactly sure the reason why
But I guess it has more to do perhaps
That this is my first “working” exam
And that in a way, a lot is at stake
Am trying not to over dramatize things
And am trying to pace myself
Need to last till then and even still
The 3 hours of the paper
Am also in a way facing up to all the fears I had of exams
The bad experiences of the past
It’s a challenge
And a challenge that I am determined to face up to & overcome.
I am trying to manage it
lest it manages me
Just read this sermon sharing from a friend,
And I really think this advice is timely & appropriate.
It says
& I am leaving it here more for my own reminder:
“Think carefully through our options,
Be brutally honest in our self-assessment,
Act decisively,
and do the most good and the least harm we possibly can.”
10/14/2009 01:22:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey