Saturday, October 17, 2009
Nerves..
It's definitely coming back..
Each time I open my notes,
I have a stomach-ache..
Can't say it's bad for my body!
Overshare!
yet another day of memories...
10/17/2009 04:14:00 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Exams in 2 weeks
My exams are finally here
After 2 months of intensive studying,
Everything will finally come to an end...
At least for this module.
Am definitely feeling the heat this time
& also the panic more intensely
Am not exactly sure the reason why
But I guess it has more to do perhaps
That this is my first “working” exam
And that in a way, a lot is at stake
Am trying not to over dramatize things
And am trying to pace myself
Need to last till then and even still
The 3 hours of the paper
Am also in a way facing up to all the fears I had of exams
The bad experiences of the past
It’s a challenge
And a challenge that I am determined to face up to & overcome.
I am trying to manage it
lest it manages me
Just read this sermon sharing from a friend,
And I really think this advice is timely & appropriate.
It says
& I am leaving it here more for my own reminder:
“Think carefully through our options,
Be brutally honest in our self-assessment,
Act decisively,
and do the most good and the least harm we possibly can.”
yet another day of memories...
10/14/2009 01:22:00 AM
Thursday, October 08, 2009
A Thai Love Song
THAI LYRICS:
taa bok waa pleng nee dtaeng hai ter ter ja cheua mai
man aat mai pror mai seung mai suay ngaam meuan pleng tua bpai
yaak hai roo waa pleng rak taa mai rak gor kian mai daai
dtae gap ter kon dee roo mai chan kian yaang ngaai ... daai
ter kong koie dai-yin pleng rak maa nap roi pan
man aat ja dohn jai
dtae gor mee kwaam maai meuan-meuan gan dtae taa ter fang pleng nee
pleng tee kian peua ter tao nan
peua ter kao jai kwaam maai laew jai ja daai mee gan lae gan
hai man bpen pleng bon taang dern kiang tee ja mee piang siang ter gap chan
yoo duay gan dtraap naan-naan
dang nai jai kwaam bok nai ga-wee waa dtraap dai tee mee rak yom mee wang
keu took krang tee rak kong ter song jai chan mee bplaai taang
mee kwaam jing yoo nai kwaam rak dtang maak maai
lae tee paan maa chan chai way-laa peua haa kwaam maai
dtae mai naan gor perng roo meua took krang tee mee ter glai
waa taa chee-wit keu tam nong ter gor bpen dang kam rong tee pror lae seung jap jai
hai man bpen pleng bon taang dern kiang tee ja mee piang siang ter gap chan
yoo duay gan dtraap naan-naan
dang nai jai kwaam bok nai ga-wee waa dtraap dai tee mee rak yom mee wang
keu took krang tee rak kong ter song jai chan mee bplaai taang
mee taang dern hai rao dern kiang lae mee siang kong ter gap chan
mee taang dern hai rao dern ruam kiang lae mee siang kong ter gap chan
ENGLISH TRANSLATION:
If I said that this song is made for you, would you believe it?
It's probably not melodious, not affectionate, not beautiful like other songs.
I want you to know that if there's no love, you can't write a love song.
But for you, my dear, do you know? I wrote it easily.
You've probably heard hundreds and thousands of love songs
that's probably impressive
but with a similar meaning altogether, but if you listen to this song,
a song that's written simply for you.
For you to understand the meaning of it, our hearts will then have a connection.
Let it be a song on our pathways that consist only voices of you and me.
Together as long as possible.
As the meaning is told in a poetry that as long as there's love naturally there's hope.
Means whenever your love shines through the heart, I have a goal.
There is a lot of facts found in love,
and in the past I used the time for the sake of finding the meaning.
But soon, I'd just know it, whenever you are near me,
That if life's a rhythm, you are as good as the words that is melodious and touching to the heart.
Let it be a song on our pathways that consist only voices of you and me.
Together as long as possible.
As the meaning is told in a poetry that as long as there's love naturally there's hope.
Means whenever your love shines through the heart, I have a goal.
There's a pathway for us to walk side by side and there are voices of you and me.
There's a pathway for us to walk side by side and there are voices of you and me.
yet another day of memories...
10/08/2009 12:07:00 AM