yet another day of memories...
I had this inner urge to just write out what I have been up to.
Been in Bangkok for a week,
I know many would say that's insanely long for a holiday;
But funny how the brain seems to work better;
Your emotional state gets more in-tuned with your self
When you are away for a prolonged period of time
With no need to hurry away to earn more $$.
Despite me saying many times,
I am okay,
I guess this is the final and clear indication that I am okay.
While I found myself asking alot of what-ifs when I was there
"what if I had the exchange as planned?"
"what if Ieconomize on this and that.. can i actually have had the exchange?"
And then arriving at the same conclusion as before
That things will not happen;
Simply because I would not be able to have that kind of money now.
But that's not the key
And that's not the focus of everything.
The bottomline is, I am here now
In Singapore,
Among loved ones and friends.
I can dwell on what I would have missed out;
But that will not change the fact that I am here.
I can do so much more
If I just remember that, and think of what I can do.
So well =) I came home knowing how better to appreciate
my situation, my friends and my loved ones.
So no more "what-ifs"; just "what-next" =)
And on a lighter note,
I totally forgot remainder and factor thereom!
*faints..
So thankfully with the new tuition job,
I get to recollect my A-maths and E-maths stuff..
Just hopefully I don't disgrace myself in front of the student =)
And seriously, I think I am getting a lil old
Always forgetting my passwords and usernames nowadays.
Take blogging for example.
I spent 5 mins before realizing that oh yes..
Blogger has changed to g-mail sign in..
Hopefully when sch starts,
All this forgetfulness will be forgotten,
And i will start to remember things =)
oh well.. the delightful contradiction of life.!
8/15/2007 07:44:00 PM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey