yet another day of memories...
One more week before the end of classes;
And 3 more weeks to the end of the term.
I have not started revising for exams;
But I think all these revisions for tests counts.
Over the last 2 weeks,
I have been through an ride
Emotions high and low;
Little things made me happy,
But I was easily anxious and frustrated
Thanks to those who cheered me on;
And thanks to those who prayed for me.
I guess I am finally moving on.
From pre-school til now,
I always see doing well in school as a goal.
Something to achieve,
A must-have in life.
Something from which I derive self-worth
I am now ready to leave my "gold" in the dust
I see grades now as a means,
Not as a purpose for my existence.
I know this "relevation" should have come sooner,
but I struggled.
Difficult to remember that grades are not everything;
Difficult to walk away from something that I am so used to
But better late than never.
I am glad I realize this for permanence.
I am certainly more relaxed now;
More at peace and less anxious.
Remembering then what is the purpose of my life,
that anchors me.
On another note,
the church council has asked for lesbianism to be outlawed.
That made me think:
What would I do if it was really made into a law?
Will I live in pretense that I am not one,
Til behind closed doors;
Or will I leave everything behind
Including friends and family
And stay overseas where I am not a cri-mi-nal?
3/20/2007 09:33:00 PM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey