yet another day of memories...
yet another day of memories...
yet another day of memories...
yet another day of memories...
And saw Xizzy at the bus stop after the musical!
Overall, it was a lovely night =)
I always enjoyed going to the theatre
And I am glad Phantom din fail to deliver
Unlike some other musicals.
We bought our tickets like last October
So we had decent seats at cheap prices.
Sat in Circle 2 which provided a fair view.
For once I was astounded by the set.
Truly, Phantom's set and props are amazing.
I love the way the chandelier moved from the stage to the ceiling
How the phantom was elevated from the ceiling to the stage top
And how the boat was transformed into a bed.
Not forgetting the sets..
How they transformed the stage into the lair of the phantom
With the candles and water effects..
Gorgeous!
Although the opera singing was a tad hard to decipher,
but the songs were beautiful..
Worthwhile memory =)
Couldnt help missing my theatre kaki wee wee though =(
Cat, Miss ya!
3/28/2007 06:22:00 PM
One more week before the end of classes;
And 3 more weeks to the end of the term.
I have not started revising for exams;
But I think all these revisions for tests counts.
Over the last 2 weeks,
I have been through an ride
Emotions high and low;
Little things made me happy,
But I was easily anxious and frustrated
Thanks to those who cheered me on;
And thanks to those who prayed for me.
I guess I am finally moving on.
From pre-school til now,
I always see doing well in school as a goal.
Something to achieve,
A must-have in life.
Something from which I derive self-worth
I am now ready to leave my "gold" in the dust
I see grades now as a means,
Not as a purpose for my existence.
I know this "relevation" should have come sooner,
but I struggled.
Difficult to remember that grades are not everything;
Difficult to walk away from something that I am so used to
But better late than never.
I am glad I realize this for permanence.
I am certainly more relaxed now;
More at peace and less anxious.
Remembering then what is the purpose of my life,
that anchors me.
On another note,
the church council has asked for lesbianism to be outlawed.
That made me think:
What would I do if it was really made into a law?
Will I live in pretense that I am not one,
Til behind closed doors;
Or will I leave everything behind
Including friends and family
And stay overseas where I am not a cri-mi-nal?
3/20/2007 09:33:00 PM
Thanks alot to my friends who support me,
Especially my yearmates and mel.
I really love you gals alot.
You are the best girlfriends one can have.
Having said that,
Let me assure you all that I am fine.
Absolutely fine.
Just a rubber band feeling like it's fully stretched.
Nothing else.
Yepz, no worries for me.
everyone, jiayou.
3/16/2007 02:22:00 AM
Today, everything threatened to overwhelm me,
And i nearly broke down in school.
Talked to someone then,
Who suggested that I make a list of things-to-do,
So I will feel better.
So here goes:
Studies:
Strategy project - Group is totally screwed.
With last-minute mates who are not inclined to speed things up;
it is very demoralizing and hard to push forth.
I need more energy to carry on.
To decide on a company (yes, we are changing company with 2 weeks left)
And to do my part of the report & presentation
And PRAY that my project mates ll buck up.
*Yeah, I know I am getting bitchy and this is really draining.
Must remember: --Live in peace--
Tax
-->Project - Do up my part for meeting
-->Study taxation on companies & revise for big test
Fixed Income
Need to study and work on assignments so I will not be lost
To revive interest on module
Information Systems
To do notes on past chapters already taught &
Prepare for the 2 tests that are coming.
"CCA"
-->To confirm my sponsorship & to bug the rest on theirs
Need to consolidate items for bag by this Friday
-->Follow up on all pending cash reimbursements
*Have given up & decided against doing my 2nd journal since no time
Resume
Need to update changes after today's meeting with career counselor.
Faith
Need to find more time to pray and self-reflect.
Get strength from God.
I sure hope that's all.
I pray that I will not be overwhelmed again
And that I will always be in peace.
Honestly, my baptism is something that gives me hope
Something that I look forward to.
Things are so crazy,
I really don't even know if I can take a break
Though I think I sorely need one.
So to those who read this and pray
Pls pray for me.
I need divine intervention to sustain through.
And to those who are going through similar conditions like me,
Pls hang on.
I will pray for you too.
*okay, I feel better.
Just need to organize the to-do list
Jiayou ppl.
3/06/2007 10:21:00 PM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey