yet another day of memories...
About the student who passed away
From a car crash.
I don't know him;
But being in a small school community,
It does hit you in a way.
Somehow.. I feel the loss.
Loss of a junior..
Of someone who has and will make a difference.
It makes me question myself harder
What is my identity?
What is my role in society, in the community?
If you lose me tml,
What kind of an eulogy will you write for me?
How many of u will ache and cry?
How many will weep and wish that you had more time with me?
And if the last time we met was ages ago,
Was it because I never made the time for you?
That you were always waiting,
And I could never meet u.
Or was it that we both were just too caught up
In our own lives.. our own commitments?
Have our lives intertwined and then along the way,
started branching out in different directions?
And even if we had met today,
Was the time we spent together,
The way you would have wanted it..
For a last memory of me?
Would it be a cherished time,
Or just a superficial meet-up,
where our lives just converged momentarily
On the surface,
But no depth was touched?
A day has only 24 hrs;
We each have our own responsibilities to fulfill;
Duties to do.
But I promise that as long as you do ur part,
I will do mine.
I will make the time we spend quality time,
If you put in the same effort.
I will commit to growing our friendship/relationship
As long as you commit too..
For ultimately dears,
It's not a lone road anywhere.
I love you all..
But if you all just rest on ur laurels,
Then don't expect me on the other end..
And then should anything happen to me,
I know what kind of reaction I will get from you.
8/08/2006 02:31:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey