yet another day of memories...
Yet I will still be working.
Am performing this work-study stunt til week 12
and exams are in week 15.
My first attempt holding a office job with school;
I dunno if its insane,
Or I will instead do better,
For the lack of time to slack.
I seriously hope its the latter.
I don't have the luxury of forgoing the job.
Afterall, my finances are barely getting into the black
even with work.
So don't even think of savings.
And the annoying thing is that I am not that spendthrift.
I occasionally pamper myself,
But even that now, I have to watch myself.
I guess.. this is but reality.
Reality of financial independence.
In a way, this does get to me.
i really wish I cld just be a student.
Study as much as I like;
Be a peer helper..
Just hold a temp job in school
on W Study Grant..
But no.. as long as the pay is good,
and I get the bonus at the end;
i really just have to perform juggling acts
And be a survivor.
Hopefully the extra job in school
(yes, another job)
will not be that time consuming
Since 3 of us are sharing it.
Hopefully i get time off
Hopefully i don't get burnt out
And hopefully I do well enough
To be on Dean's list once again
And do myself justice.
Hopefully..
8/19/2006 11:45:00 PM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey