yet another day of memories...
About my withdrawing from something
That I had committed to 5 months back.
5 months ago, I din know that my financial security will not last that long
5 months ago, I din know that I will have to end up working, just to make ends meet
5 months ago, I really din know what kind of situation I will be in now.
I did what I did at the moment
With the decision made
Based on the information I had.
I evaluated my situation then;
And I could commit.
5 months later, situation changes
I now had more updated information about my life
And I am forced to re-evaluate my commitments.
Is it then wrong to try to undo the damage I could potentially cause
If I just chose to carry on with the commitments I made,
Knowing full well that I cannot fulfill them?
That is exactly what I am receiving pressure for.
And sadly.. people don't really care why.
They just care about what you have done,
Or left undone.
Who can understand me?
When in sorrow, worship God
I believe it helps
8/22/2006 02:36:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey