yet another day of memories...
yet another day of memories...
yet another day of memories...
yet another day of memories...
yet another day of memories...
I suddenly miss my yearmates,
And the countless camps we had.
All the mad rushes to do items.
Singing songs & learning dances..
Just to perform at campfire or concert
I still remember "tarzan & jane" =p
Difficulty in waking Elly up
When we turned NCOs in POP y2K
and many others camps after..
The Chilli spiced Fried Rice we had
In Training Camp for sec 3s 2001,
When Nydia din know the bottle had no pepper-bottle-like holes
and poured almost half a bottle of spice down into the rice.
Our own-ran training camp..
Where Ivy snored
And the rest of us tried ways to silence her..
POP Y2k1..
Where we had to pass out
Thy & I began shedding tears at the sec 3s' item
And then the whole year joined in;
Weeping and crying through our medley..
I still remember turning to Cat
And hugging her..
Memories, memories..
I love my yearmates!
4/27/2006 02:58:00 AM
Who can I count on,
To not fail me when I need you;
Or believe you to be there for me?
Can I trust you?
Can I be willing to be vulnerable to you,
knowing that you might not act in my best interests?
Or despite knowing that you won't,
still continue to trust you?
4/17/2006 02:31:00 AM
There are 2 parties - the hurter and the hurtee
To hurt requires the hurtee to give the hurter
The power and ability to hurt her
*Remember: "You can't hurt me unless I allow you to"
To hurt implies that
The hurter values the cause behind the action that hurt the hurtee
More than the hurtee herself
If the hurter knew that this action will hurt the hurtee
Simply put,
When I chose to tell you that I am a lesbian,
Knowing that this truth will hurt you,
I value the truth more than you..
Enough to hurt you.
In theory terms,
-A must be vulnerable and give B the power to hurt before B can hurt A
-If B did XYZ, which hurt A, and B knew that doing XYZ will hurt A,
then B must have valued XYZ more than B valued A.
So.. is this theory true for you?
Hurt cannot be avoided
We hurt, and get hurt.
Maybe, this can justify you hurting others..
But more than anything, I hope it eases your pain
When you are hurt..
At least you now have a reason why.
4/13/2006 01:15:00 AM
We too have to face what life has to dole out for us;
In terms of joy, fears, disappointments and sadnesses.
It is tonight that yet again
I have to learn to face these,
And go through what life lessons are to teach me
Will I do well tomorrow?
Will the past catch up with me?
Will history repeat itself?
One year ago, along this same time..
This news came,
Which indeed took me a long time to accept.
Have I accepted it now?
Potentially.. this same news might come again this year
Can I accept it then?
Or will history repeat itself?
4/13/2006 12:28:00 AM
Possessive only
Not protective.
When the clock chimes 0100hours
Walls are up again.
w.p.0.j.4
4/06/2006 02:15:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey