yet another day of memories...
I had no idea where to go.
Somehow, the tree in excel just doesnt wanna work.
And I was literally stuck stuck.
Unable to progress.
What do u do when u hit a wall?
Of cos after continuous banging,
You find that your head hurts,
And that you should think of some other way.
This is where you find project mates very useful =]
Checking answers bring me security.
And then like the dory fish in Nemo,
I just keep working, just keep working.
And voila! I am feeling better now.
Am finally done with all my powerpoints, excels
All that I can do,
I have done.
Just pray that this madness ll end soon.
Oh, and I finally think i know what cured the headache.
Food =]
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On another hand,
I found another source of stress,
and potential head & heart aches.
-My Mom-
She seems to always have something to pick on me for.
For my "potential abnormal" sexual preference
She is in self denial
For my wanting to go to church
She is rather anti Christian
For my doing my work, and not hers as first priority
I really don't see why i should
When she is the one who agreed to help others
Without asking me first.
And i am the one whom she has spoken on behalf of
Sigh.. i love my mom
But why can't she just accept me as who I am?
Let me explore as I want to?
3/19/2006 05:03:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey