yet another day of memories...
but again, i am being distracted to do other things.
Managed to resist penning down all this til now;
Just before i am headed for bed.
Kinda brain-lag already
So think i should continue studying tml.
Revision schedule is out;
I am proud to say =]
Just pray that I ll stick to it.
Looking at the amount of work I have to do,
On top of my revision;
I should probably just not appear outside at all,
unless necessary.
*yea, i think that is it.
Thankfully, i had a good weekend,
And i shall attempt to put them down in concrete memories.
Lest my brain fails me again
Open House- SMU.NTU.NUS
Showed Elsa & friends around.
I am proud to say, "I really love SMU!"
There's nothing ugly to hate.
True, we may be corporate-sy;
There is little greenery,
And living expenses are so much higher,
But if you ask me,
the culture, experiences that I have here,
Nothing can beat it.
I have learnt and gained so much.
Gotten & grown.
Given a choice again,
I will not go elsewhere but here.
*note: I know that there are nus/ntu readers here.
This is in no way meant to "offend"
Just sharing my own feelings.
Din go to NUS Open House.
But I went to that of NTU.
Nice big area they have there;
I like their tunnel-feeling sheltered walkway
But somehow, just can't imagine having my uni education there.
Yepz..
Service today
My second time going back to church;
Still feeling good about the experience.
I like what I am doing.
At least here, I don't feel like i'm living a lie;
Nor do i feel the pressure to conform.
Talked to some gay men today.
It's quite a different thing
Talking to them and lesbian women.
Guess i still have some "getting used to it" to do
Coming out
I came out to yet another person today!
Guess somehow, part of me just wants to be free totally;
And i am just weighing that more importantly
than how others will react.
So yea.. if anyone asks me from now on if I have a boyfriend,
I will probably come out to them.
Probably because if it is my relative or something,
I don't think i am ready to be so up front about it.
*Though the shock on their faces might be something that i ll look forward to =]
Anyway.. guess what the person said today?
He is this guy that I like working with.
Very hardworking and studious type.
He said that I had the "lesbian" look.
Good.. first one to say that;
Plus I din know that lesbians had a look
Then he said that I was the male side
Sorry.. i ain butch
I love wearing skirts
& I embrace my feminine side
Ya. am just rattling so everything seems so lengthy
Not going to read through,
So hope everything looks fine.
3/13/2006 03:28:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey