yet another day of memories...
Pls click the following link and do this for me:
http://kevan.org/johari?name=cyn-cerely
Guess this will help me know better what others think of me;
Since sometimes, I don't know what to think of myself either.
Tuition
I am still happy with my student in Kim Tian;
As for the N level kid near my place,
its just confirmed that I am giving her up after the first month.
Which makes my last lesson with her next Tuesday
*I don't know how to broach it to her man.*
Got to speak to the student's mom first;
But am really hoping to pass the job to Kah Suan.
She is super nice to agree to split the agent's fees with me.
I guess although part of me is not really happy abt the loss in income;
Its time for me to move on.
The problem with me, I guess..
Is that many a times,
I do know what I want to do.
But simply because I tend to waver,
(As told to me by someone)
I often tend to procrasinate
And postpone the things that I want to do.
Justification?
That way I have more time to think
& be certain that the things i do
Are the things I really want to do.
But the truth?
I am just wishy-washy.
Take the kid for example,
I have been thinking of giving up since the 3rd lesson.
Deep down I know that I do not provide the solutions she need
And I am not suitable.
But I just hung on;
Hoping that things can improve.
Same goes for another part of my life.
I chose to hung on.. status quo;
Hoping that things will improve;
Or that a solution will fall into my lap.
Sadly, thats not how life works.
I had to take action ultimately.
By then, things already developed to another different situation already.
Is it true then?
That "Better Late than Never?"
2/22/2006 03:18:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey