yet another day of memories...
who profess to be comfortable being single,
I do wonder if I am meant to be like them.
Of course there are those who believe that
"those who say they want to be single, often are the first few to get attached"
I then wonder if I will be one of those
I think that the basis of all this is that I am confused.
Which side of the grass does seem greener to me?
Which side of the grass will not give me the runs when I pasture there?
I like freedom and independence;
I like having someone to run to.
I fear a mundane relationship;
I fear uncertainty to an extent.
I like feeling secure;
And that comes from knowing which side of the fence I lie
I think I know what I want;
I still don't know which part of the field i prefer
But i think I just want to know where my own skin lies.
It's ultimately about being certain
Knowing what to expect from life
And thus deciding how to adapt.
Writing it all out makes my thoughts clear.
It's a healing process.
1/18/2006 12:37:00 PM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey