yet another day of memories...
When we cannot stay up for one whole night
Without experiencing the effects of headaches and feeling sick.
In short, the feeling of being "deaded"
Planned to return home from Jo's home after year gathering,
In the end we got too enraptured by Mahjong
So we stayed over
Watched Vampire's date before resuming
All the "pong" and "eating" =]
I still believe it can be played in English =p
Zonked out at Jo's place at 6am
Slept for an hour & a half
Before being woken to go for breakfast..
Reached home around 9 plus,
Finally slept at 10am
Woke up around 3pm to get some stuff ready for school
And then felt like I had to sleep again at 8
Only waking up at 11.30pm
Was having numb limbs then,
Courtesy of being deaded in my bed
And my head was aching
Hence the necessity for editing now.
I wonder if what I did on 010106
Is a symbol of what is to come this year.
Not so much the excess of playing mahjong
But rather that of doing what I really wanted at that moment
Being flexible to change;
And really putting my wants before my mom's wishes.
It's really not easy.
Had to deal with her cold treatment;
And feeling so estranged from her.
Sounds selfish,
But I really hope it's a symbol of what 2006 will be
And that I will stick it through
Cuz I am really glad I did.
1/03/2006 02:52:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey