yet another day of memories...
Was previously busy with exams
And after that,
Socializing & making a long long list
Of the things I need to do.
Sheesh.. wasn't intending to blog
But I guess I just wanted to put what I felt about something today in print.
Jo told me that Dor wanted me in
as part of the International Friendship and Arts Focus Committee,
either as a member or co-chair or something.
It did not matter.
Jo rejected on my behalf;
Told Dor that I have already left.
Coz I have already sang my swan song
Did my last event earlier on this year
I think its' sad
The arts is my passion
Something that I would love to do
But the people in the committee;
The politics that I would have to deal with,
Is not something that I can handle.
And when politics clashes with passion
I feel saddened to say
I rather compromise on my passion.
Given a chance,
I would love to volunteer for the arts
But I know,
signing on the focus group
ultimately means 30% arts, 70% people relations
A tough choice to make
The arts are just such a temptation.
Link Talentime had its plenty share of politics
But the pieces did by the kids were fulfilling
When opportunities like that arise,
its alwys hard to stay firm
But i will..
I must remind myself
that such stuff are just a political climb upward
And ultimately, what I gained is not in the arts
Rather, its in the arena of political play
I wish..
I wish..
12/02/2005 03:57:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey