yet another day of memories...
Yearmates -Jorin, Huiyi, Cathleen, Ivy and a new addition, Penny
JC-mates- Lydia, Huifen, Ying Jie
School people -Leon, Irene(who is also one), Duan & Meiju
Family -Joyce (who is also one)
I thought alot of people knew,
But looking at this list;
It does seem very few ya?
Reactions vary;
From the vocal acceptance..to the silent ones.. to those who express denial
Believing that one day, I will meet a man, and change *poof =]
To those who accept totally,
I am so thankful towards you.
Thanks so much for your unconditional acceptance;
To those in denial,
I don't blame you.
It's your way of coping
& I am thankful that you din push me away.
Nearly came out to Mommy last night
The conversation we had on the bus was so intensive;
She wanted me to be open,
To remove the barrier between us.
*seems like subconsciously, I build up barriers between pple and me
She told me that I am her daughter
She told me she loved me
She told me too.. that she hope I ain one.
For a moment I was lost;
For a moment I wavered..
Then the gates were shut,
I chickened out.
Perhaps one day..
One day I will
Mommy & Daddy, I really love you.
As your daughter, I do love the both of you, I do want no barriers between us.
I am scared..
for being a lesbian is not what both of you had in your plans for me.
No matter what, I am still me;
I still love you both.
Do you hear me still?
12/20/2005 04:17:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey