yet another day of memories...
When you least expect them to;
They have their own way
Of developing,
The way that you never thought they would.
Days ago,
I wouldnt have thought that
I would be single now
And so decided on my studies
Days ago,
I wouldnt have thought that
My pal would tell me
Words I long to hear a long time ago
But have since came to peace
That I would never hear
Acceptance then with peace
She totally caught me by surprise
And for a moment I really did not know
What reaction to have
What questions to ask
What answers to give
*I was stunned*
If she had said them back then,
Everything would be different;
Perhaps then I would never
Have the fortune to learn
Through experiencing pain.
If she had never ever said them,
I wouldnt have thought about the past
Perhaps then I would not
Learn to appreciate how
Things have a way of catching up
Fate matters,
So does the timing of fate.
And for now
Everything else doesnt matter
*studies first*
Perhaps I am just avoiding,
Hiding behind the facade of books
But I just don't want to get hurt
Time will tell;
Time will filter for me
Those worthy of trust
Worthy of the permission to hurt me
11/15/2005 01:01:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey