yet another day of memories...
A place that I can go
Where troubles are left at the door
And i can enjoy the peace I need
I thought home was that
But its crazy
As I type this,
my sister & mom is yelling away
Funny how ppl always want to have things their way
And how my mom twists facts into her favour
And how my dad just shirks away from decision-making
In the name of wanting peace
Is it peace he wants;
Or autocratic silence?
Reality bite:
The problem still exists beneath the silence
No use pretending that it doesn't
Just 'cos it ain in the open.
I am not criticizing my parents' style
Its just that
I feel so despaired
What they are doing
Is not helping communication
And on the other hand,
there is my sister fighting for her rights.
Is this how a family is supposed to be?
Why can't everyone compromise?
What happened to bonding & unity?
What happened to forbearance?
What happened to giving way to one another?
What happened to home as a sanctuary?
*I cant help but weep
11/15/2005 03:13:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey