yet another day of memories...
yet another day of memories...
yet another day of memories...
yet another day of memories...
yet another day of memories...
Again, convince me why we cant choose the people whom we want to work with.
Especially when this freaking system of randomness
Results in me having to work with ppl
Whom have "impressive" backgrounds.
They, being good political players
Or are supposedly able to organise big events.
And then this minor event comes along
We are suppose to work together on it
But people start disappearing
After painting such an oh-so-power picture.
*WOWS*
Deciding on things without informing others
And then delegating work
A.K.A shirking resposibility.Talk is cheap.
I don't mind having work to do
Just make up your fickle mind
And decide what it is
that you want me to do.
Instead of making me run around
Doing this and that which you like
AT that MOMENT.
For goodness sake,
Make up your MIND.
I am not your maid,
Ready to drop everything I am doing
Just to meet your whimisical demands
At that immediate moment you require
And hey..
its supposed to be team dynamics;
Team WORK
Not me picking up your s**T
10/16/2005 04:26:00 PM
"There are so many different opinions out there.
Why limit yourself to just one?
Pay close attention to what others tell you today-
You never know when someone might just say something
That really makes you think."
How true did it get!
Met my pal tonight..
She did something totally sweet..
Which I felt was totally sa-lah
Considering that we are just friends.
But then this was not the point.
We talked, challenged each other
And as usual,
I came out enriched & uncomfortable.
Was challenged to come out
Embrace who I am totally
And be open to all about it.
Was tempted but oh well,
Too many considerations =[
Cowardly just to postpone,
but now is just wrong timing..
In the future,
Maybe next year.
10/12/2005 03:17:00 AM
After having to do a repeat
For int econs..
I am glad to say that,
"When you lose a horse..
it may be a blessing in disguise" =]
Got 3 extra marks for my trouble;
Not that marks matter alot
But when I am striving to remain
A Dean List-er,
every mark helps.
And of course, it felt better
That there was some kind of compensation.
Affirmed my belief that God is fair
He has a reason for making things happen the way they do.
Even though we might not comprehend
Nor agree with.
And on a lighter note,
Dine out was fun,
Despite being touted to be stressful.
Check out my table..
Who turned out to be all descendants of the Wong family!
Thats with my consultant between the guys
And thats all the Wongs!
10/11/2005 01:44:00 AM
This semester seems to be one of farewell.
Bidded goodbye to my 1st rgs friend then
And now to one of my closest juniors.
I'm happy for what they have accomplished;
I am so proud of them
For having won the scholarships
And going abroad.
But boy, is farewell hard
I remembered that Monday night so well
The hollow feeling inside as I bidded goodbye;
Tried not to think of tomorrow;
Nor that the next time we ll meet
Is never a phone call away anymore.
I din go to send my junior off today;
It was abit too hard
As i wrote her a card..
gee, goodbye seemed so hard to say.
I guess this is life
We just have to learn to say goodbye
And no matter how we try to keep the friendship;
We just have to be ready for change
And be prepared that we ll both not be the same
The next time we meet.
And here is something I wrote
On that Monday night Cat flew;
On the train and feeling sad,
Here goes:
"As I hugged her,
My tears were fiercely controlled.
My voice trembled to a quiver,
As i bidded her goodbye;
Told her to take good care of herself.
Looking fine & staying strong,
I 'll miss her lots,
My first RG friend
10/06/2005 01:07:00 AM
I am close to tears now
Had already shedded some just.
I can't believe this
I feel so abandoned.
How can it not get through?
After slaving over the test
For an hour and a half..
It was not submitted
And now I got to re-test on Fri
I hate online quizzes..
They are untrustworthy
10/04/2005 01:49:00 PM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey