yet another day of memories...
I try hard to stifle in the groans and grumbles
When one attempts to "share" their political tale
Am feeling so helpless at times
When it gets oh-a-little-personal
Getting hard to stay in control
And to leave my calm face on without showing
What my true feelings are
Was feeling low today
Owe it to work and personal matters
Saw a verse today that captured how I felt
Here goesBecause of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold, but he who stands firm to the end will be saved(Matthew 24:12-13)
I weep
My heart sinks
How true this verse is; How aware I am of it
Yet I have no idea how to stand firm
Thats right
I am withdrawing;
No longer going to wait for u
From all my past hurts,
I only figured something
That if you truly liked me,
I wouldn't have to wait
While you make a choice among 4
Its also commonly saidIf you let something go, and it comes back, then you know that its meant to be yours
Oh well, if you truly felt for me
Then you ll realise what is the ultimate choice for you
Even if I had left
*I am not bailing out; just bowing out
5/17/2005 12:08:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey