yet another day of memories...
Maybe its the emotional fatigue
Affecting my physical self
But I guess at one point of time
I ll learn to let go
And reconcile the past to the present
Be independent of the past then;
=] I can feel that day nearing
Its in my bones
Just don't ask me how
Maybe its the result of time
Maybe its the result of growing
Watever the reason is,
What matters is that it is coming
Feeling so tired from work
Just need to sleep in
Feeling so bad to neglect people;
Friends who need me
Try to message as fast as I can le
But it just doesn't seem enuff
No time to call them
& see how they are coping
Must try to do so this weekend
But sighz, I got to help out on Sunday
Not 100% willing to
Yet feel bad if I leave others in the lurch
I need time.. more time..
5/06/2005 02:12:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey