yet another day of memories...
Am just fighting to stay sane
And not to be lost within
That alone is tiring me immensely
Just talked to you
I know your views.
Despite stuff you said,
Insecurities still set in
I dunno what to feel le
Am struggling to fight the fear
The fear of history repeating itself
Her suggesting I wait
And the end result of the wait.
So insecure now, yet dealing with it myself
Learning to be independent
Can't even really share with you
This fear I face within
Have a nagging low feeling
That this will end up nowhere
But similar to the previous
that it will come to naught
I pray it doesn't
*Laramie shed*
5/14/2005 03:32:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey