yet another day of memories...
Am very sick of this issue
But I guess that I can't just escape from it
To escape being used.
Part of growing up
Is to learn to face life's reality
That the people around us can't all be trusted totally
And that sometimes the things we say & do
Can be manipulated to others' thoughts & feelings
Perhaps we din mean this
But yet to others it did mean just that
And at times unwittingly, we hurt pple around us
Not knowing how to be tactful
Not bearing in mind others' feelings when sharing with them stuff
That said, we must also take note
not to mistake others' intentions
Or read into their actions/words more than we should
In doubt, we should clarify
Or have faith and assume the best of others
I am still trying to do this
To think the best of you and all
That you were just excited and wanted to keep me updated
That no malice was intended,
But it still hurt a little
I know the truth can be liberating for another you
But yet I have no idea how to tell you that
It will hurt for sure
And I have no words which can take it all away
Except I really cherish what we have
Its just that its not that.
Plenty words that form sentences
That express how I feel
It feels jumbled and in rambles
But its just meant to be that way
A code to be deciphered
5/23/2005 01:54:00 AM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey