yet another day of memories...
Ended up crying again
Boy do I hate unhappy endings.
From now on,
I am going to check every movie ending
Before I embark on watching it.
Only happy ones allowed;
No more sad horrible endings.
Life is already full of horrid stuff
Don't see the need to subject myself
To extra negative stuff.
*I appreciate you being around
But hey, you don't owe me anything
I know I sound like a spoilt brat here
But seriously pls, there is no need to be so nice
I don't want to end up having to be mean
And feeling that I owe you or misled you on.
Don't want to risk anyone getting hurt ya?
and pls, to someone else out there
Don't keep trying to push me to someone
Just because you think I should give her a chance
I know what I feel
And I know who it is I want
Ever heard of a chinese phrase?
"Mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de"
Loosely translated:
"Bliss cannot be forced"
Just feeling snappy now.
Will probably cool down later
But for now, I have my temper too.
Am really vexed about this.
5/07/2005 07:54:00 PM
Dreams
To be out and open
Independence
To be totally Christ-like
I believe that:
Courage is not an absence of fear
but the willingness to face up to the circumstances in spite of the fear.
Desires
A Pair of Pretty Sandals!
CPA! Achieved!
Investment Guru
dislikes
creepy crawly "things"
Unnecessary politics
Goals
get driving license
start my own business
to create my own hedge fund
older memories
my past journey